The rest is still unwritten.

  It's been about a month since I got fired from my job. How am I doing? I'm not really sure. I'm surviving like everyone else who is unemployed or struggling during this time. Luckily I ended up being eligible for unemployment money so that is one thing keeping me going. I still have a lot of PTSD but I keep avoiding calling for therapy. I know it's not a good thing and I keep telling myself to call or I will blow up and realize I need it when I get myself into an overly emotional situation for no reason. I've been down this road before but this time I actually don't want to work. YES, I said it. Maybe my dad was right. I've worked my ass off for a year and a half and I just left a horribly toxic work environment. Why would I want to jump into something else right away? I would rather do it after working through what actually happened and what I need to do to change going into my next job. When I think about what actually did  happen, I always wonder: ...